Friday, January 17, 2020

What's my excuse for not writing here for eight years? LIFE! And writng far too much of what should be here on a Social Network. So here I am continuing my story in excerpts from my upcoming memoir,
WALKOVER.
Chapter 3
WHITE SLAVE TRADE
I realize now that I was low hanging fruit in every country and during every incident I was faced with that involved sexual predators. A walking target.  I didn’t want to believthat and chose to believe the ever growing mantra of the day for young women instead.YOU can DO whatever you want now, won’t be easy … push through to achieve your goals
and dreams. There’s  no other way … and it’s worth it. I had no way of knowing BOTH were true … till long after it was mostly over. 2b cont. by noonI need some in person support. Really hard to read and think about walking into being
low hanging fruit when I had worked like no one I knew to get my self esteem high enough
to take on the work I loved and travel to the places where I had the most chance of succeeding.


Me in the middle on the runway. Milan, Italy 1978


 Day trip cruise before it all began. Puerto Vallarta, Mexico.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Notes In The Key Of Red

I know ... it's been a while. My closest friend, John Lekich,  an accomplished writer, is my guest on my blog, this entry. He has a style I have always admired. This is the first time I have been the subject of his written observations. Hope you enjoy them, I know I did! Brought back some great memories from around the time we met and I first started thinking about writing WALKOVER.



Notes in the Key of Red

I’ve known Page Turner for over thirty years, which helps a great deal to explain what follows. I first met her when she came walking into a bar called the Railway Club. A friend had invited her to a regular Thursday lunch group, which featured a loosely structured group of writers, photographers and assorted artists. 
I recall her walking down the long hallway toward our corner table wearing one of those Grace Kelly dresses that look like a daffodil turned upside down.  Her red hair was piled glamorously high and she was wearing pearls. Someone – a man I think - asked: “My God, who’s that?” 

Plunked somewhere in the middle of a decade that favoured Spandex, mullets and ripped T-shirts, this was an honest question. It turned out that Page was, among other things, an ex-high fashion model who had knocked around Paris and Milan in search of adventure. 

Over the next few months, Page treated us to some great stories. I was curious about her superior posture. It seemed to stem from a whole other era. That’s when I learned that the modeling agencies in Paris had unobtrusive notches in the doorway that surreptitiously measured a prospective model’s height. “I was always trying to make myself look taller,” she said. 

The Thursday lunches stretched into years and everyone always looked forward to what Page would be wearing. Sometimes, she would enter wearing an Asian-inspired cocktail dress, her hairdo held together with a couple of chopsticks. Sometimes, she would wear a tweed suit that made her looked like the kind of librarian who secretly read Henry Miller. Once I looked up to hear a delighted female friend exclaim: “Oh, look! She’s wearing evening gloves.” 

But her most constant accessory was a camera, which she handled in the casual way a gunslinger gets to know bullets. Like others at the Thursday table, she would share her work on occasion. There were shots of everything from street vendors and dancers to casual snapshots of her baby son Sean. She had an eye that won the respect of her colleagues at the table and would eventually lead her to an award-winning photograph. A panoramic shot of the Downtown Eastside that has the painterly touch of an Old Master. 

I think it was a mutual affection for old movies that cemented our friendship. To me, she was always someone who had one very long leg permanently stuck in the forties. I don’t know when I began to call her Red. It just seemed to fit. She wouldn’t have looked out of place opposite a young Jimmy Stewart as one of those wisecracking photographers who were always breaking a heel to get the best shot.  
Then again, she could have been in one of those vintage musicals set in Brazil. As a dancer, she’s always had a lifelong passion for burlesque In fact, one of her many adventures involved bringing some old-school moves to the forefront of Vancouver’s legendary exotic dance scene. 

I recall a bunch of the Thursday lunch group turning out to see her dance during the eighties.  In an era where most dancers were content to expose the deeper mysteries of Flashdance, Red came out dressed as Carmen Miranda. I recall watching the preliminaries and thinking: “There’s no way you can do that unless you worship at the church of Rita Hayworth.” 

Eventually, the Thursday lunch group broke up. Of course, the memories linger. A while back, someone asked me: “Whatever happened to that friend of yours? You know, the one who wore white gloves.” I gave them the short answer. The longer one’s a bit more complicated. Glamour girl turned struggling single mother, turned Poverty Activist. The one constant? A camera.  

She has never stopped taking pictures. They form an evolving document of someone who’s merged a life of glamour and hardship into a single vision of hard-won perseverance. At this stage of her life, the pictures in her head are starting to move. She’s currently at work on a documentary that blends her two strongest passions. A love for burlesque and an abiding concern with the social issues surrounding the Downtown Eastside. 
   
If this seems like a curious mix, I have absolutely no doubt that my friend can pull it off. While I’ve watched a lot of famous directors at work, none of them can quite match the first time I watched Red shoot coverage. It could have had something to do with the fact that she was wearing a gold-spangled evening gown at the time. 
I think she was wearing heels too. After all these years, she still has the habit of trying to make herself look taller. Watching her confidence behind the camera, I couldn’t help feeling she was tall enough already. 

John Lekich is a former west coast arts correspondent for the Globe and Mail. His work has appeared in The Hollywood Reporter, the Los Angeles Times and Reader’s Digest. His latest novel is The Prisoner of Snowflake Falls, which The Toronto Star recently called: “Wholly refreshing and… slightly insane.” 

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Curmudgeons Unite!



On Holiday Monday morning I had breakfast with a group of photographers (Jack Simpson, Jack Wong, on the left of big John) for the first time at their regular Curmudgeon meeting, hosted by John Ward Leighton. Great fun! Of course I am sure it helped that I was the only lady there as everyone was doing accents and telling tales in a very "film moment" way. I took the groups picture and everyone immediately whipped their cameras out like six shooters and laid them on the table. They then handed each one to me and I shot the same group shot on each cam. What fun that was! Clickity click click. Their shutter release is soooooo fast. My cam is seven years old and was on sale because it was an old model but THEY seem to think it's fine. I clearly just didn't know how to use it! Thanks to the incredible gift of sharing knowledge from @Jack Simpson, I can direct my digital slr instead of it directing me! THAT was really cramping my style and skills. I still have to get a new cam though, the kind that will get me theater quality video footage. That breakfast helped me make a decision on that score too.
I will post pics of the group, in a bit. : )





Saturday, July 25, 2009


Here's me now(ok this was shot in 2007 AND this is still what I look like)on a good day, at my new studio in Gastown. On not so good days I look older and more tired. I just thought with that 23 year old glamour photo at the head of this blog I better post a recent photo so no one gets a big shock if we meet in person! ; P

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Paris 1979


I was nicely settled in to Parisian life as a year of ups and downs had finally slowed down to an exciting pace of interviews and some work for photo shoots and acting parts. My new French boyfriend, director Joel Farges, moved me from my overpriced, dark, roach infested studio in the 7th arrondisement ( the latin quarter where Anais Nin lived!) to his cottage style two bedroom house in the 13th quartier near the Place de Italie. It was far from my work scene but a beautiful little tree lined, salt of the earth ,working class neighbourhood and a big step up for me! The subway to the fashion center, was several miles away but only a few stops and about twenty minutes from my little love nest with my charming 32 year old professeur from the Sorbonne, turned independent filmmaker.

Joel’s study was crammed with back issues of Cahiers du Cinema. I immersed myself in them daily, in the early morning hours while Joel slept. I was a Canadian girl and a small town one at that. Even though I saw myself as a cinephile, I was only 24 and I was a commercial model. Seeing and loving Easy Rider, Unmarried Woman and La Dolce Vita in my mid teens and just before arriving in Paris, Klute, Night Porter, Cabaret and the original Blue Angel with Marlene Dietrich ,were no match for Joel’s and his collegues expertise on the medium of independent film in Europe.

I soon learned the names and work of many of Joel’s mentors through Cahiers de Cinema and eavesdropping on the conversations between directors at the many dinners I accompanied Joel to (and was ignored through) at some heady restaurants whose significance eluded me till I was back home in Canada. Le Closerie des Lilas, La Coupole, Les Deux Maggots, other many out of the way but, star riddled boites, all steeped in writing and film history, with the likes of Anais Nin, Henry Miller, Laurence Durrell and Ernest Hemingway and Ava Gardner as their regular patrons, two generations before me. I read about them in the biographies of film stars that were my guilty pleasures. Film school wrapped in the soap operas of the relationships between directors, producers and stars/lovers.

One fall day, at the office where Joel housed his film production company, Dedale Films and his book publishing company(for mostly soft covered translations of scripts of popular films)Albatross Books, I was warming the receptionist’s seat since the regular girl was on vacation. That day Joel was excited because Jean Luc Godard was “coming to him” to take him for lunch and discuss contributing funding for Joel’s first feature film, Aimee, with Aurore Clement and Jean Sorel in the lead roles. Joel had been under Jean Luc’s wing since long before I met him. They met at the Sorbonne when Joel screened his first documentary, a French historical piece, called Les Guerres Civiles en France.

I had seen photos of Godard all over the “Cahiers” and knew about his life as father of the New Wave of Cinema, in France, in the late fifties, sixties and seventies. I didn’t realize how long ago some of those articles and photos were published and when he walked in an hour and a half before his scheduled appointment asking for Joel, I didn’t recognize him! I told him that Joel wouldn’t be back for more than an hour for a scheduled appointment and that he might be able to wedge him in right before that. I instructed him and his waify, young enough to be his grandaughter, girlfriend who remained draped across him for as long as I saw them, to go and get coffee or lunch on the corner and to come back and hope that Joel would have a moment for them. The dark guy in the dark glasses lowered them and grinned. “D’accord” said he “ a toute a l’heure”.( Alright then, see you in a bit).

An hour later, Joel returned, asking “Any news, anyone call“? So , I told him about the slouchy, old guy in the Ari Onasis sunglasses and skinny black eyed girlfriend who were waiting at the café on the corner to see if he could talk to them before his appointment with Jean Luc Godard. Joel lost it! “Slouchy old guy?! That was Jean Luc! How could you?!” He ran out the door to go and find them at the café. They all soon returned and Jean Luc immediately double cheek kissed me laughing and apparently “touched” by my small town unawareness, revelling in his anonymity, he took us for lunch at La Coupole and then seven hours later dinner at Le Closerie. That night I spied Jean Paul Belmondo and Marie France Pisier( a year before I had no clue who THEY were either!) at separate tables. The ivory linen table cloths to the floor, and crimson leather banquettes, ivory carpet, ivory walls, the “ black tie waiters”, bustling almost silently, sterling silver cutlery and candelabras sparkling in the glow of candlelight and the little yellow ”star” lights, all over the restaurant, made the whole dream like experience complete. Phew! Rescued by my ignorance and Jean Luc Godard’s willingness to see the charm in it.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

My cover page PHOTO

The Photo I have shown here in Black and White is by Alex Waterhouse Hayward!
He shot it at my 4th avenue studio, in 1985, with my quartz( hot!) lights just like the ones used in the 1940's for glamour photography! He also forgot that their casing is burning hot, so when tapping one with his finger to move it, MAY have irrevocably altered his fingerprints! ; P

I DID post a photo credit right on the page with the photo! But, no matter where I put it on the editing page the text showed up across my face on the published page so I removed the credit! I WANT Alex to get ALL the credit for this lovely masterpiece. And here is a link to HIS blog where you will find more of the same(incredible photos) and some delightful writing of his, as well.

http://alexwaterhousehayward.com/blog/2009/05/when-women-were-women-cars-were.html

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Blogging Now because ...













Hello and Welcome





I am a photographer (among many other things) who is embarking on writing, producing and directing my first documentary while living on the Downtown Eastside of Vancouver, Canada. In this blog I will share my process in this realm.

Here is a summary of the documentary story.


Walkover is a documentary, based on the novel WALKOVER, about a woman returning to the Burlesque scene after raising a child. The film reveals first time film maker, Page Turner's relationships with a new generation of Burlesque performers and the homeless women in the neighbourhood where she lives and works. Ms Turner, a photographer and performer, documents her move from the capital city of Victoria and her path of advocacy and activism for the rights of women and children entrenched in poverty in and near downtown Vancouver. She connects and performs with dancers who become her "soldiers" in an outreach army of "pin up girls with a heart" all of whom can identify with the disenfranchisement and judgement that isolates the homeless women they embrace.

"I worked as a bartender and later an exotic dancer and photographer, in the clubs on the downtown east side, in the eighties right up until Expo '86. I remember all the people huddled up outside on the streets after the mass evictions took place to turn rooming houses into tourist hotels. When I saw the same thing happening twenty years later as Vancouver prepares for the Olympics in 2010 I just had to capture it on film and speak out. I have been homeless through the years far too many times myself! I never dreamed I and others like me, a couple of rungs up from women living on the street, would experience homelessness with our families, because we want to rent ( and cannot afford to buy) a home that accepts children!

To expose and explore this pervasive situation of injustice I moved back to the neighbourhood where I was first homeless as a young teenager. Now my son is grown, I have returned to the Burlesque stage and filmed my live Rita Hayworth tribute show to include in this, my first documentary. Performing again and telling my story and the stories of "hidden homeless" women has rallied support and participation, from Burlesque Performers and Musicians alike".

Walkover includes an original Jazz and R and B soundtrack written and performed by Turner's saxophonist son, Sean Winter. The film also features cameo performances by renowned local blues performers at Vancouver's Yale Hotel, THE mecca for local and visiting Blues Artists for over thirty years.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzPGAOCk39U